changing times

I can’t believe it’s already the 10th of June. Hard to imagine going back to work, but I’ll be doing just that in a few weeks. It’s going to be tough leaving my little tot, but so relieved that he’ll be in good hands, my husband’s. It took some number crunching, soul searching and praying to come to this decision, but we’re so grateful that our son will be raised by us. Hubs becoming a full time dad and freelance designer/consultant is a step out in faith. We know God will provide. However, change – all this change: becoming a parent (baby arriving early), having surgery (unplanned c-section), hubs leaving his job, and me going back to work is weighing on me a bit. It’s all flying by so fast and it’s so hard to believe that baby D will be 2 months old next week! I’m still exclusively nursing and hope to continue when I go back to work (pumping). It’s a challenge I’m determined to tackle and hope that God will continue to provide in that area as well. It’s such a gift to nourish your child. As challenging as it is, I never thought I’d enjoy it so much, but I really do.

How do you cope with change (good and bad)? What do you love and hate about it?