Today I made an appointment to discuss next steps. It’s over a month away which makes me happy. I have no idea what will happen until then or what we’ll be hearing at the appointment, but I’m gonna make an effort to give it over to God every day.

Infertility is a journey with many twists and turns. And I love roller coasters, but this is the scariest one yet. So I have to ask, why would I take the ride twice? Am I nuts? Perhaps. When a roller coaster takes off, I usually say a prayer. Here’s my IVF Frenzy (coaster name) prayer:

Lord as I take off on this ride, I pray to roll with the tide.
May I feel the wind in my hair and help me not to despair.
I know I might fall, but you’ll be with me through it all.